Haruno Sakura

This is Haruno Sakura. One of the main characters in the japanese anime NarutoKun. I decided to blog about Sakura today becoz i was impressed by her character in the shippudden episode 20 to 25 when she fought Sasori together with Grandma Chiyo. I rewatched the episode last nite and kept thinking how she have grown from a weakling to someone who has the power to control her own fate. Initially, she was the worse in her team and she could hardly protect herself. But as time passed, she saw the need to improve herself as she needed to save the people she loved and cared for. Therefore, she trained hard and became a medical ninja with immense strength. Going back to the episode, she shocked me becoz it was her battle after her 3 yrs of training and she managed to defeat an Akatsuki* member with Grandma Chiyo.

During the long battle, i found out that she has became a stronger-willed person as she did not gave up no matter what happened. She was afraid of the enemy but she stayed strong and aid Chiyo with all she've got. She used her immense strength to destroy all the obstacles that prevent her from hitting her enemy and when she was near her enemy, she used all her might to give her enemy her big blow. In addition to her attacking strategy, she also held back back when it was time to do some healing to both herself and to Chiyo. She even sacrifice herself a few times to save Grandma Chiyo.

Now when i think about her and my life, i think i have to be like her. Now that A is not with me anymore, in her case, its Sasuke. I will work hard towards my goal and overcome any obstacle that comes in my way. But i will wait when i will be able to see A again. I wanna bring A back to light. And during my journey, i will be cautious and heal what i have to heal before going forth. I will also have to help those around me that has helped me through my turbulence period. In short, i will not give up and will stay vigilant till ive reached my goal and when a new goal appears before my eyes, i will continue to do the same and claim my prize ^^

Hahahahas...done! =p
Going to watch my new movie now..Bye! =)

First day at work after my long MC

At work now...The Commander and Deputy Commander not in...Hmm, so not much to do. So listening to some music and blogging. Well, today i had macmuffin and hashbrowns for breakfast. A good breakfast to start off the day. Hahas ^^

Maybe i'll just watch some movies online to kill time. Since i have nothing to much to say...I'll just post pictures of my office cubicle here...LOLs! =)

Just renovated recently, nice right? LOLs! I kinda like my new workplace. Going to put in more things like a pantry corner soon. Once its done, i'll put up the pictures again =)

Sad sad sad

Went tampines mall today. Didnt paint my wall as planned. Hahas. I bought a new wallet coz the last one gone. Sians.

I think tml night after work then i paint the wall. Now i still need go iron my uniform then bathe. Sleeping early tonite. So, lots to do means no time to blog...hahas

BYE ^^

Dunno what to do today

I juz woke up and now its 5pm. LOLs! Slept at 7am this morning. Cant slp. Now still deciding what to do. Kinda lazy to paint the room. Because when i start on a wall, i got a habit that it must be done nicely and completely.. So it will take a long time. Hais. See how lah. Still have to iron my uniform. I wished i had my last time house-keeper with me. Hahas! =p

I think i need to bathe soon. Need to get food and some supplies for my painting if i were to paint later. Yeah!

Still recieved no sms from A. Looks like A can do it alone. Happy for A.

Thinking rationally

Juz bathed and dressed my wound. Going down to get my lunch now. I thought it through last night and have decided that today i shall paint my room. Whats the point of keep hurting myself physically for someone who thot badly of me right from the start, m i right? Im going to continue painting the room that A and i were supposed to complete together. I must be strong and close this story with a nice big full stop. Maybe i'll be going to the church nearby my hse after my lunch. We'll see...

In short, i just think that i should stop my foolish self and stop hurting myself for people when people dun even dare or cant even hurt themselves for me. I should protect myself from getting hurt. Thats y they say it is better to be loved then to love someone.

Im super hungry now..still nid to take my medication..gotta go...

Someone or something weak is lingering in me

Its 310am and i just fought with someone most important to me right now in my life. Lets call that someone A. A just left me for good over a fight. Should i be happy or sad? I dun noe. Right now, my heart is in a confuse state. One moment im crying and another moment, im laughing. I hate this! I feel like a total idiot. My heart is always fighting with my brain and this time my brain has won. But is it a good thing? i wonder...

Im not sure what is going to happen next. There are so many doubts in my mind now. But at least i found out what A has always seen me as a person. Quite disappointing but hey, like they say, the truth is owaes ugly. A and i disagree with each other alot and we tend to quarrel over it. I just hope that A will find someone better who thinks alike and i'll wish them the best. Love A alot but the situation has worsened and i think its time to let go before it becomes worse. Actually now im in a deeper shit but i think i will pull through. Hais.

I hope A can go through this and lead a happier life without me. So hard to let go but ive no choice. Its for the best and hopefully, im right about this. Im so hungry now. I was so angry that i threw my dinner. Only had toast today. Hais. I think i'll stop here. Need time on my own. Till then, wish me luck!

After my operation

I stayed in the hospital for a long 3 days. I had my operation on Sunday morning and it lasted 2 hrs. At night, Tengku and Salim came to visit me. Quite happy that they took time off from their busy life to see me. Thanks ar! Hahas. The next day was the day i could be discharged. My cuz came to fetch me because i've got alot of things to take home with me. Im very grateful to her too. Hahas =)

So, my cuz and i went to eat and soon after, we headed to my ah ma hse to see her. I stayed there while waiting for someone to fetch me home. Actually i slept most of the time when i was at my ah ma hse because i was on medication. Speaking about medication, i havent eaten my medication for today. LOLs! Aniwae, when i reached home, i recieved a fruit basket from SCDF because i was warded for more than a day and surprisingly, it was a very nice and pretty-looking basket ^^

So, having this perianal abcess, i was given 10 days of MC and everyday i have to make my way to the polyclinic to change my dressing. Hopefully, there will not be any infection and the wound will heal soon. Maybe tomorrow or the day after, i have to make my way to SCDF HQ to cut down my MC, if not i will never be a SGT. Sians...

These are fishes at CGH...I took them because i found them amusingly HUGE !!! hahas =P

This is a funny edited picture of my cuz, vidonia, me and our Ah ma on the day i was discharged..I hope they wun kill me when they sees this..Hahas!!!